Sunday, August 31, 2008
sadness...
jealousy....
anger...
dis'll be wad will cause my downfall...
if there was evil in dis world...
it'll lurk in da heart of man...
kakashi kicks aT 8/31/2008 04:26:00 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Da liGHT....
i Tink i finallY seE dE truTh....
n dis is wad i hav 2 say 2 eu girl...
Im tireD eU madE mE feeL diS waY....
i tolD eU evEryThinG...
OpenEd Up
n let eu in.....
Eu madE mE feeL alrighT...
bUt onlY feR oncE iN mY lifE....
Now AlL datS lefT oF mE.....
iS waD i pRetenD 2 bE....
I looK toGethEr...
bUt iM brokEn inSidE...
I canT breAtHe...
I canT slEEp...
im barely hanging on....
dats how i fell n felt.....
i feel empty n very broken....
i nid eu very badly....
really vry badly....
but fer eu....
life goes on as if...
eu nv knew how i felt....
jux fer once...
plz tink of how i feel....
plz....
jux once in life...
tink of it....
kakashi kicks aT 8/30/2008 08:01:00 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i dunno if i should be angry or sad... I dunno if i should congratulate eu on makin eur mind or ignore eu fer de rest of my life... But i dun care anymore... Ppl... Im currently suffering from craziness due 2 an overdose of hallucinations.. Okae... Fer ppl hu dunno... Hallucinations=seeing tings i dun lyk seeing n tings im not supposed 2 see... Kaes... Maybe eu made de right choice... But hey... Its eur choice... Eu're ready fer dat sacrifice... N eu went fer it... Hahahx... I dunno y i care so much... Haiix... Im crazy n its a fact... Anybody hab any recommendations fer ways 2 jump off a buildin? I nid it urgently... Haiix.. I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT DE TOP OF MY VOICE... Argh... Cann somebody lend me a shoulder 2 lean on... Each time i bring up my hopes... I see dem fall... De higher my hopes de harder de blow it strikes on me when it falls... Im irritating rite... All tink so? Fine... Y dun every1 jux ignore me fer ff rest of my life.. Loneliness is all i cann count on since im de disconnected 1... I SERIOUSLY NIDDA JUMP OFF A BUILDING RITE NOW!!! Haiix... I dun wann tings 2 change... At least fer eu... But i wann lots tings changed rite now... De difference between reality n dreaming... Cann be compared 2 watchin a movie at home n in a cinema... At home, we cann pause de show.. Rewind it... Fast forward it... But in de cinema... We cant do anythin other den watch it move on n on... If eu're happy wit eur decision... Den so be it... Even If eu seriously tink frens r more important... Jux ignore dat fact n stay happie wit him... I dun wanna care anymore...
kakashi kicks aT 8/27/2008 09:43:00 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Hmms....
y do changes happen so fast?
i wonder....
but i hope some tings will nv change....
i tink der is 1 ting dat will nv eva change....
which is my luv fer eus....
hahahaahxx....
so idiotic....
nvms....
errms.... lets see...
as usual.. i wann eus...
alotalot...
2day is da loneliest day of my life...
hahahax...
no 1 to talk 2....
maybe some ppl jux wanna hav some peace bahx....
i fell dat im irritating ppl...
yarhs...
more peace without mes...
hmmmss....
y isit dat sometyms when ppl nid me...
im der...
but when i nid someone....
.......
most of da tym....
.......
no 1 would be der.....
.......
i dunno.....
maybe i wad born independant.....
gotta count on myself now on.....
unless..............
eu promise 2 b der fer mes lyk i promised eu?
fergt it.....
no 1 eva listens 2 mes.....
it'll tak a miracle fer eu 2 listen...
ratio of accident : miracle...
500:1....
sigh.....
kakashi kicks aT 8/24/2008 04:18:00 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
now fer total craziness... Listen... Im gonna go way crazy... Dis retarded blogger has became worst den crazy... Im bloggin wit my phone usin wireless internet.. So sry fer da whole chunk of words... As i was saying... Okae... I luv eu... Dats 1 vry important ting i muz say... Cuz if i dun say it now i may not hav a chance... If possible... I wanna say it in front of eu again... Its my 1st time... I go crazy fer a girl eu know... N im totally crazy... I wanna tell eu im sry 2... Its my fault all along kaes... I waited at my own will... Cuz... Time will heal... But it dint... But hu cares... I wann eu... N i wann eu now... Okae... No more excuses... -_- i sound so retarded... Its like eu'll even listen 2 me... Well... If eu would... Den i tink we'd be happier... Oh... N 1 more ting... Dis message is unproudly dedicated 2 ernest from sec 3... I jux wanna tell eu... IM NOT SRY AT ALL FER TRIPPING EU! I TRIP EU CUZ I LIKE IT CANN! IF EU GOT A PROBLEM WIT IT COME LOOK FER MES! EU TINK I'LL BLOODY HELL GIVE A DAMN! EUR FACE JUX PISSES ME OFF SO I WANNA SEE HOW DOES IT LOOK LIKE IF ITS BRUISED! Anyways... Bak 2 wad i was sayin.. IM CRAZY! y cant eu jux lyk gimme a tiny lil chance... Even if its fer 1min... I'll make it de most memorable minute of my life... All i wann is jux dat little bit... I actually dun mind if its fer 5secs also... As long asi've been given dat chance.. Miracles do happen... Trust mes... N im waitin fer mine 2 come... Did eu know... Miracles are caused by de actions of ppl... So if eu cann make a move den dat miracle would happen... Im not talkin 2 air rite... I wann dat miracle 2 happen... Plz...
kakashi kicks aT 8/23/2008 12:35:00 AM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
New skin
kaes ppl...
new skin...
fer bleach idiots lyk mes...
hahahahx...kkaes
in a hurry 2 run...
buaiis ppl....
kakashi kicks aT 8/17/2008 11:42:00 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
INSANITY!!!!
im crazy if i post dis....
cuz im already crazy beyond hope...
i gt lots of tings 2 explain, lots of
thk u's 2 say n lots of
srys 2 say....
i dunno y but i tink i owe dis world alots....
n i hope in dis post i cann make up alot...
n hopefully i cann tell out my true feelings 2 all of eus....
well...
1stly....
2 years... is seriously vryvryvryvry long.... i waited fer 1 year....
i hope i cann w8 fer 2....
its a sacrifice.....
as ms yeo taught me...
i dunno if i cann....
cuz 2 years is jux 2 long....
2ndly.....
i wanna thk ms Yeo lotslotslotslotslots...
fer counselling me n givin me
vryvry gd advice...
eu're da best...
3rdly...
Priya meimei...
i really thk eu fer lendin eur ear 2 me
whenever i nid it...
i thk eu vryvryvry much....
but...
tings come n go fer me.... nth lasts in my life....
im sry....
i quit....
n Veronica DaddyS....
eu realli tink i should giv up mahx?
i dunno...
im dead confused now...
i mean... i hav da choice 2 stop waitin...
n i hav da choice 2 w8...
i dunno larhx..
if now i could jux run off a buildin
or happen 2 be involved in
a car crash n die... i tink i'd become
happier....
i dun care anymore....
Legend, Shall Speak Of Sacrifice,
At World's End
-Genesis, Final Fantasy Crisis Core
kakashi kicks aT 8/16/2008 12:53:00 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008
TimE.....
ppls....
2daE...
i bloG wiT sadNess....
bitterneSS...
anytime now....
i'll jux jump off a building....
n nobody would even care...
nobody'll notice....
cuz nobody wanns to....
n...
im nearly driven 2 insanity...
im crazy now...
I WANN 2 DIE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y cant i jux end my misery rite now....
eu wouldnt care rite...
well...
i'd be happie if eu did...
n may dat b my las wish...
kakashi kicks aT 8/08/2008 11:03:00 PM