Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i dunno if i should be angry or sad... I dunno if i should congratulate eu on makin eur mind or ignore eu fer de rest of my life... But i dun care anymore... Ppl... Im currently suffering from craziness due 2 an overdose of hallucinations.. Okae... Fer ppl hu dunno... Hallucinations=seeing tings i dun lyk seeing n tings im not supposed 2 see... Kaes... Maybe eu made de right choice... But hey... Its eur choice... Eu're ready fer dat sacrifice... N eu went fer it... Hahahx... I dunno y i care so much... Haiix... Im crazy n its a fact... Anybody hab any recommendations fer ways 2 jump off a buildin? I nid it urgently... Haiix.. I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT DE TOP OF MY VOICE... Argh... Cann somebody lend me a shoulder 2 lean on... Each time i bring up my hopes... I see dem fall... De higher my hopes de harder de blow it strikes on me when it falls... Im irritating rite... All tink so? Fine... Y dun every1 jux ignore me fer ff rest of my life.. Loneliness is all i cann count on since im de disconnected 1... I SERIOUSLY NIDDA JUMP OFF A BUILDING RITE NOW!!! Haiix... I dun wann tings 2 change... At least fer eu... But i wann lots tings changed rite now... De difference between reality n dreaming... Cann be compared 2 watchin a movie at home n in a cinema... At home, we cann pause de show.. Rewind it... Fast forward it... But in de cinema... We cant do anythin other den watch it move on n on... If eu're happy wit eur decision... Den so be it... Even If eu seriously tink frens r more important... Jux ignore dat fact n stay happie wit him... I dun wanna care anymore...
kakashi kicks aT 8/27/2008 09:43:00 PM